Full-Blown Pain: My Struggle Against the Puzzling Pain of Cluster Headache Syndrome

It began on a dreary Monday in the morning in September 2016. I worked as a teacher, trying to settle a new group of students, when a intense pain bloomed behind my right eye. It was followed by quick stabs, reminiscent of electric shocks. As each class came and went, the pain subsided and then came back with greater force. Four times that day I handed over a colleague with activities and ran to the school bathroom to douse my face with cold water. I took ibuprofen, but the pain remained unbearable.

The attacks returned frequently that fall, and again in spring, soon establishing an yearly pattern. September and October were the worst, then the late winter. I could anticipate the pattern: aura in the morning, early pangs on the commute, full-blown agony in class by mid-morning. In 2019, a doctor eventually referred me to a specialist and I was given a diagnosis with cluster headache disorder.

Cluster headaches typically begin with intense discomfort behind one eye that persists up to three hours.

About 1 in 1000 individuals are affected by the disorder, and men are more frequently affected. Attacks usually start with sudden, excruciating pain focused on a single eye that peaks within minutes and continues for as long as three hours. Episodes occur in cycles, every day or multiple times a day, and are accompanied by tearing eyes, sagging eyelids or facial sweating. I have the episodic form, which occurs in periodic bouts; others have continuous cluster headaches, characterized by the absence of long pain-free periods.

What unites patients is the severity. One study rated the sensation at 9.7 out of 10, higher than bone fractures or pancreatitis. A separate found 64% of cluster headache patients experienced suicidal thoughts amid attacks; the figure fell to four percent when they were not in pain.

Val Hobbs, 74, a chronic sufferer from Pembrokeshire, isn't surprised. Her attacks began when she was a toddler. “I would hurl myself on the ground and bang my head. That was attributed to being a difficult child,” she says. Her condition worsened through her youth. Alcohol in her adolescence, like many causes, made things worse. After drinking alcohol at her graduation party, she remembers hardly being able to see on the bus home.

Her family often interpreted her attacks as intoxicated behavior. Support finally came from her parent and then from her partner, her spouse. “I was very fortunate to find such an exceptional person,” she says. Hobbs found clerical work after relocating, but often concealed her illness. She was dismissed from one job, partly due to time off during attacks. Her breakthrough identification came in 2002 at a specialist hospital.

Nevertheless, the inability to organize life around unpredictable attacks took its toll. She especially hated being unable to plan outings, being seen as flaky as a colleague, and even having to be cared for by her children during the paralysis caused by the most severe episodes. “It robs you of the small freedoms we don't value until they're gone,” she says. She recalls obtaining tickets for a significant concert, only to have an episode inside a portable toilet.


Headaches have been documented throughout the ages. “The earliest account of headache originates from the ancient civilizations in 4000BC,” write experts in a book on the topic. They attributed the ailment to an malevolent entity who attacked his sufferers' heads.

Historical healing texts suggest unusual remedies for what modern experts would classify as a migraine. In the medieval times, migraine was identified as a distinct condition, with therapies including herbal concoctions to other, more folk remedies.

It was a Dutch physician who provided the initial comprehensive account of a cluster headache. In his writings, he describes a patient “suffering with a very intense headache happening and disappearing each day at fixed hours”.

Cluster headaches were only officially recognised by international medical societies in the late 1980s. From the mid-20th century to the late 1990s, they were thought to be caused by a issue with a key blood vessel that supplies blood to the brain. Leading specialists in diagnosing the condition note this.

In 1998, researchers released the findings of a study for which they had triggered cluster headaches in patients and monitored the episodes in a brain scanner. The data, featured in a prominent medical publication, showed increased activity of the a brain region, which is in charge for human circadian rhythm, when patients were in discomfort, and a deactivation when they felt better.

In spite of such advances, diagnosis remains delayed. One man's attacks started in the 1980s and felt like “a modelling balloon being inflated behind my one eye”. Doctors thought he had a sinus issue; he underwent multiple surgeries before finally being diagnosed in 2014, after a physician looked up his symptoms.

Specialists say wait times in diagnosing and treatment happen because patients are rarely seen during an episode. “You're tired and depressed, but not in severe pain,” a doctor says. He proceeds by eliminating other primary head pain conditions, such as migraine, before diagnosing cluster headaches. A detailed patient history is essential: on which side do symptoms occur? For how long? What season? Are there triggers, such as alcohol? Certain characteristics such as redness, sagging eyelids and nasal congestion help verify the diagnosis. Once diagnosed, patients may be referred to specialist centers. But many first go to A&E or are given unsuitable therapies.

Dorothy Chapman, in her late seventies, has suffered from the condition for the majority of her adult life, although she has been free from an episode since 2016. When she was in her twenties, she had her molars extracted because dentists misunderstood her symptoms. She thinks the dental profession still need greater education. When another patient sought help from a support group, it was she who responded. I remember calling a support line during an attack in 2021; a reassuring volunteer guided me through oxygen treatment and drugs until the episode passed.

National guidance on treatment recommend that patients are offered high-flow oxygen therapy and/or a anti-migraine drug delivered by nasal spray. No oral painkillers or opioids should be used. Prophylactic options include a blood pressure medication, which reportedly helps manage the attacks of some people.

But consultant neurologists argue the official guidelines need updating to reflect a more defined treatment process and help general practitioners avoid incorrect prescriptions. For episodic patients, the treatment window is critical: “The length of the cycle determines the approach.” Short cycles with infrequent episodes are managed with abortive treatment only. Longer or more severe periods require preventives such as certain drugs, sometimes combined with corticosteroids. A significant number of patients also receive a nerve block injection during a bout – an procedure into the area of the skull where the discomfort is that decreases nerve signals.

The national guidance need revising to reflect a
Leah Burke
Leah Burke

A seasoned gaming analyst with over a decade of experience in online casinos, specializing in slot mechanics and player psychology.